I’ll celebrate by going to the gym. Kidding. But I’m going, of course. I’m sore! I was all hoping that B11 would cancel on me tomorrow night so that I could work out every f-ing day this week. I have to be honest and admit I don’t want to see him again. He’s a nice guy and everything but I’m not at all attracted. I thought I should go out with him again because 1) I already postponed once and felt bad about it and 2) I’m never attracted to anyone anyway. Hardly anyone. Thinking about that hot, sexy man who likes me back – still! – but is decidedly not single.
Certainly no one I’ve ever met on OKC. Even that stint of disgusting with B8 happened just because I guess I needed to do that and he happened to be there. (Yuck.)
Shit I have to do the cancelling. I think.
Hi there. Very sorry but I’ve decided that I’m too ambivalent to see you again. I’d be wasting your time. Best of luck to you though.
Done! He might be a little disappointed but it’s far better to free him up to sit across a table from a woman who actually wants to be there. I probably won’t work out though (tomorrow – I’m still up for my reserved Crunch classes tonight). I think my body will be up for a rest day. And hopefully I’ll be able to log onto CrossFit and reserve a class! I checked this morning and my ability to register hasn’t been activated. Shouldn’t that be automatic? No one got back to me yesterday about beginning the 18 days on Monday either. I’d emailed. Looks like I need to call them today. I’m sure I’ll get it worked out.
As for right now, my half way point in 28 days of daily meditation, my ass ought to be on the cushion, but I’m not in the mood. I’ll sit tonight, post Pilates.